weak
few weeks off but im ready to be back
iv been binging everyday & im up to 138 pounds:( idk what the hell happened. i was at 131 & SO happy... iv had so much going on with school & stuff... i feel so lonely that i dont know what to do bc i hang w. all guys and a few like me & iv considered liking them but its a "group" so i can't like one w. the other getting mad. its awful & i feel so alone all the time:( blah... im so fat & awful at everything i love to do...
tomorrow i need to GO TO THE GYM.
1hr on elliptical
30 on tredmill
sit ups
push ups.
ill fill in how many i do & such.
iv been so depressed lately it makes me want to cry:(
iv been binging everyday & im up to 138 pounds:( idk what the hell happened. i was at 131 & SO happy... iv had so much going on with school & stuff... i feel so lonely that i dont know what to do bc i hang w. all guys and a few like me & iv considered liking them but its a "group" so i can't like one w. the other getting mad. its awful & i feel so alone all the time:( blah... im so fat & awful at everything i love to do...
tomorrow i need to GO TO THE GYM.
1hr on elliptical
30 on tredmill
sit ups
push ups.
ill fill in how many i do & such.
iv been so depressed lately it makes me want to cry:(