Taste of my own medicine
Zack is exactly what I am like in Orlando. Devoted to friends and unattached. Its not a big deal if he doesn't hang out w/me because he can always call up someone else. The problem is that I want him to have an urgency to see me. This sucks because If I had friends, I wouldn't have to constantly rely on him as a form of entertainment.
While I haven't cut things off from him, I have gotten myself into a mess. I need to distance myself from him because there is that fear of falling. There are moments that I have with him where I think, "this is exactly want I want, and that right here and now I'm so happy." I know he can't provide me that. He's still young and immature and at a completely different level than me.
So Lorivie, lets fix this. So what do I do? I start seeing another guy. Yea that'll make you detach from him. Right... For a smart girl, I do some stupid things.
If he's legit, then I've done something very wrong and I ruined things. If not, I still feel bad because I still don't feel right.
How did I get myself in this mess.
While I haven't cut things off from him, I have gotten myself into a mess. I need to distance myself from him because there is that fear of falling. There are moments that I have with him where I think, "this is exactly want I want, and that right here and now I'm so happy." I know he can't provide me that. He's still young and immature and at a completely different level than me.
So Lorivie, lets fix this. So what do I do? I start seeing another guy. Yea that'll make you detach from him. Right... For a smart girl, I do some stupid things.
If he's legit, then I've done something very wrong and I ruined things. If not, I still feel bad because I still don't feel right.
How did I get myself in this mess.