Feb 27, 2010 22:53
I do miss him. Despite the omissions, mood swings, sabotage, annoying tics, and lack of stability, he really did capture my heart for a time. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever feel that "rightness" with anyone else, and even if I do, will I want it... Will I trust it? Will it function?
Yeah, that was love, but it wasn't being IN love. Not enough of the time.
And there's the rub, right? It's not the love, it's when it leaves. It's not the 10,000 foot fall, it's the abrupt landing. I suppose you can't have the sweet without the sour.
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