read 'the missing piece and the big O'

[bluefish71]

matt isn't coming home until next saturday.
i cried really hard.
and yeah, i was being a pussy
but that sort of kept me going these last few weeks.

to want something -so- bad, and not to be able to have it
and thinking you would, and did, hold it
even when everyrbody thinks you do
is a very bad thing.

<3 -> < 3

heartache. owowow.