you have got to be kidding me
im starting a club for people who just want life and all it is supposed to promise to shut up and leave us alone. ive dont it people. i have done it. ive got to that point where i want everything to go bad. i hope for it too. ive been alone and depressed for far too long and ive decided its my natural state of being. why fight it. No im not upset becuase im fat bald and ugly, why would i be i dont need to be happy and have a girlfriend like anyone else. positive~ i can eat whatever i want and act however i want to around girl becuase im not trying to impress them. which brings me to, No i dont care that im a push over and get walked on all the time. i get to do alot of neat stuff that other people have grown tired of doing and get paid little amounts of money to do it. ::::::::::::this is the point where you stop reading becuase its just going to be alot of bitching about whoa is me and my life sucks::::::::: so what if my family is totally nuts and everyone hates each other and i havent talked to my father in 3 months, i get to avoid the pretend bonding me and my father do over the phone, and i get to hate my family like everyone else. really who could ask for anything more, that why i wish life would stop giving me things im not supposed to have and then take them away like relationships, and friendships, and good time with my family.