Sep 24, 2006 23:35
Yeah... so it was me this time that stopped. We're going to try to just be friends again. No more cuddling or kissing even...
I've made it more than a week since I told him... and I've seen him twice since my fumbling confusing confession about needing to stop. I didn't know it was going to hurt so... ~_~
I can't sleep and pathetically have been getting "breakup" and "letting go" and "moving on" songs. *sigh* It's not like we were offically anything...
I didn't know I wanted more, until I knew he didn't and couldn't. :(
I think it fucking sucks that I had to stop being close to him so I didn't fall in love.
I miss him.