Back in Boston...
How time has flown. Today we had our first day of Orientation Leader training. It was fun, but long. I can't believe that I'm actually back here again already. It's really freakish how fast hte summer went by. And my god it was a fantastic summer. I got into the taxi yesterday as I was leaving the airport, and I smelled Boston outside the window. I had forgotten that Boston has a smell. It really does though. It's totally different from Virginia. It's odd how I'm back in the place that I've been for two years, yet I'm a little homesick for the place that I spent the summer. Odd how those things happen. I can't deal with this "get attached to a place and a group of people and then get torn away from them." Sigh. But I must move on. I'm excited but horrified for this year. I don't feel nearly ready to be a junior. I totally expected to feel so much older and wiser and more experienced by the time junior year rolled around. But I don't. I still feel as young and stupid and inadequate as I did two years ago. And it totally freaks my shit. I'm half way done. Two years until graduation. Less than two years till my showcase, where I'm supposed to be, you know, good. I can't deal. But here I am. I just hope this year is great, super, fantastic. I think it can be with the right mindset.
Yesterday on the plane, there was a devil child who would not stop screaming the entire time. I've never been soooo annoyed by a baby before.
Anyway, summary: I'm in Boston, miss Virginia, scared for the new school year, excited to attempt to work, horrified of sucking at life.
Yesterday on the plane, there was a devil child who would not stop screaming the entire time. I've never been soooo annoyed by a baby before.
Anyway, summary: I'm in Boston, miss Virginia, scared for the new school year, excited to attempt to work, horrified of sucking at life.