Mar 27, 2010 23:45
Still no better.
I feel abandoned at the drop of a hat - a burden to everyone.
I almost don't want to go to sleep for fear of what is in my subconscious.
I know part of what's there, and it's trouble enough.
My dreams speak too much sometimes.
I need the strength to be able to survive when I'm alone, as well as the courage to venture out with others.
Isn't it obvious???
I'm not as happy-go-lucky, naive, or simple-minded as I pretend.
My world is a dark place filled with demons - only I usually have the power to keep them silent.
At least I know my weaknesses.