Only if he would fall to...

[blueeyess0716]

So... Im thinking i fell for someone. Im basecully crazy about them in ma own thoughts. And he has been the only one in three years to get ma mind off one of ma x-boyfreind. But the thing that sux is im never gonna be with him. Yeah, i said it bluntly, but its true. So wats a girl to do, ya know? Lol. SO... i planned on writting one of ma x-boyfriends a letter and i did, got the stamp and eveything, and when i went to put it in the mailbox i just had this feeling that i shouldnt send it. SO its sitting in ma room. Idk, if i wanna send it or rewrite it and send it. Idk. Is it even worth it, i guess it wouldnt hurt anything. Im just not quite sure if the letter says the right thing. I mean i would soo rather talk to him in person, and see how he is doing. But... thats not an option, talking on the phone with him period is not a option, and thats why im wrtitng a damn letter. Why does he have to be so damn difficult! Anywho... Hows everyones life? Mines good, i guess. If i pass 11th and become a senior next year it will make it a lot better! One year left... wow. Well im gonna go. I have work in a lil. bit.
Love.
xOxO Sara