(no subject)
Looking back at me
I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way
I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand
On my own again
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
That song is so for you Jeff and you know it.
The lies and not pay attention to whats in front of you.
I know some part of you love's me cuz you wouldnt of wasted all that time with me.
All those summer days with me, All those late nights. Or all those time in that palm coast movie theater if you know what i mean. Or going with me and kim to the movies on my b day, when you had a broken foot. Or time we would hold hands. All those times we talked on the phone for hours. Or those times i called you when you racing or out of state. Or those time you made me feel calm and thankful for not killing my self. Thankful for the times we spent. And for the times you kept me grounded. Cuz you were my drug.Things will work out in the end, i know it.
I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way
I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand
On my own again
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
That song is so for you Jeff and you know it.
The lies and not pay attention to whats in front of you.
I know some part of you love's me cuz you wouldnt of wasted all that time with me.
All those summer days with me, All those late nights. Or all those time in that palm coast movie theater if you know what i mean. Or going with me and kim to the movies on my b day, when you had a broken foot. Or time we would hold hands. All those times we talked on the phone for hours. Or those times i called you when you racing or out of state. Or those time you made me feel calm and thankful for not killing my self. Thankful for the times we spent. And for the times you kept me grounded. Cuz you were my drug.Things will work out in the end, i know it.