Apr 14, 2005 18:36
hey hey
god so glad tomorrow is friday yes. I am spending the night at a friends house and then going to spring bling concert. Yes Yes. Fun Fun. Alittle upset cuz i cant get a hold of dave and that sucks, cuz i want to see him and i think me and him should go out. He is really cool and a great guy. But anyway Nicole shouldnt listen to other people there just jealous and full of shit. They just like to cause shit. So dont worry about it. Do your thing. Be who you are and not what they want you to be. You dont need them , are no use to you anyways. You so cool even if they dont see it.
I dont care what people think. I just do what i want and be happy. People dont understand me anyways so why should i care. All that i need to know is that i like who am and shouldnt change for know one. People should like me for me. I always say they will miss me when i am gone. But when i change my friends will change to. And it will be hard to forget the unforgettable times and people. For example: the one i loved. I will never forget but i will change and i will not call or come back to him. I will not share what i've learned or what i've made. It would have to start over cuz this time i will not forget and forgive. I will not fall back or fall behind. I will not get stuck wanting and waiting for something imposable to happen. If i ever met anything to him , he will have to show me why i should take him back and why we should be together. As for the dream. Never? EVer? again?
Well well to the future and not to the pass. But not to forget the pass but to change make the future better.
Fun Fun tomorrow so happy, so ready for fun and hope to see dave. I need dave's love. lol
peace ya 'll
call for you want to hang this weekend.