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Sep 22, 2005 02:01

i am a sick sick girl. I have been ill for the past 3-4 days now and my skin looks as though i have just gotten out of kimo therapy. Its just my throat, hacking, coughing, and feeling like incredible glob a uck is all though. And i cant sleep, its 2 am on a school night and im not tired, i want to sleep but my body isnt listening to me. I have so much anxiety, im so tired, but my eyes just wont shut and my heart wont stop pounding its loud drums to a whisper.
He came home awhile ago and i have no idea if he has any plans to come and see me. I wish he would, i really want to see him in fancy uniform so i can be proud of of him, and congradulate him. God forbid i call. I just deleted abunch of crap i just said because it sounded like a whinny junior high girl. If i ever sound like that, please correct me to i can slap myself. thx
what do i have to do to be satisfied with myself besides loosing acouple pounds?
anyone?, please tell me
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