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:( im sad.
Not only have i been completely ignoring my livejournal, i have been negleting my own personal hand written journal as well. The last time i have written in it was Janurary 30. This this the longest i have gone without updating. And there is so much to include: Bro graduated, Miles my friend died, more kids from my school die, Mr. Cowie dies, hey a boyfriend! ...no more boyfriend :( and the more dying/cutting of my hair. I swear i have dyed it atleast 5-6 tiems this year, and my hair is still as softer than any other girl i know. Oh not to mention the typical high school drama. Which im not particulary fond of. Our Chour is getting ready for our Victoria trip, where we will be performing concerts at cathedrals or what not, it will be fun. But ill be missing my friends show, and that will suck cuz i really wanted to see him play again. damn.
"i need time, and space" Give me a fucking break, i have been so good to you. I feel so betrayed. Now that he hasnt called me like he promised he would " in a couple of days" its now been a couple of weeks. I really dont know what to say, if i just pour out everything people might take it ther wrong way. to be honest, Nathon is a really sweet guy and i dont believe he had any intention hurting me. But i am a very sensitive girl, and this break-up thing came out of no where and was a shock to me. So its expected that i would have mixed emotions: sad, angry, frustrated, curious...ect and that i have questions that at the moment there are no answers too.
I just, meh: stupid emo shit.....
I wonder what Drew-dog is doing..?????
Not only have i been completely ignoring my livejournal, i have been negleting my own personal hand written journal as well. The last time i have written in it was Janurary 30. This this the longest i have gone without updating. And there is so much to include: Bro graduated, Miles my friend died, more kids from my school die, Mr. Cowie dies, hey a boyfriend! ...no more boyfriend :( and the more dying/cutting of my hair. I swear i have dyed it atleast 5-6 tiems this year, and my hair is still as softer than any other girl i know. Oh not to mention the typical high school drama. Which im not particulary fond of. Our Chour is getting ready for our Victoria trip, where we will be performing concerts at cathedrals or what not, it will be fun. But ill be missing my friends show, and that will suck cuz i really wanted to see him play again. damn.
"i need time, and space" Give me a fucking break, i have been so good to you. I feel so betrayed. Now that he hasnt called me like he promised he would " in a couple of days" its now been a couple of weeks. I really dont know what to say, if i just pour out everything people might take it ther wrong way. to be honest, Nathon is a really sweet guy and i dont believe he had any intention hurting me. But i am a very sensitive girl, and this break-up thing came out of no where and was a shock to me. So its expected that i would have mixed emotions: sad, angry, frustrated, curious...ect and that i have questions that at the moment there are no answers too.
I just, meh: stupid emo shit.....
I wonder what Drew-dog is doing..?????