aoihgogdihhihiah;igeoogai260p3u90y!!!!

Sep 04, 2005 13:55

when did life become so completcated? How are people suposed to deal with life? We're made to have feelings but you need to tune them out. otherwise you'd never be able to live with anything. Like the hurricane. there's so much destruction and caos going on right now, yet there's just as much destruction going on in my family everythings falling to pieces like the buildings in the south. I feel like I'm drowning. How can two people become so unhappy in a few years after living with one another for almost 35? I don't understand. And I can't even brin gmyself to right my essay's even though my future depends on it. I hate that my family got this fucked up. I feel completly powerless like i feel about the hurricane. I'm watching my family collapse through a TV screne. "we'll have a better day than here" WHy do you say things like that? God it kills me and I know you love me, but its hard to remember that when you beavhe like this.

Ug if anybody reads this i didin't mean for it to be an oh, my life sucks so much feel bad for me entry. its just me bitching. sorry. my life doesn't suck im pretty fortunate.
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