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I really dont know what to think about all of this. First i think...wow i finally found a guy who might be good for me. He seemed too good to be true but at the same time it was true so i dont know. I care about him a lot and i dont want to lose him like this...i have a lot to think about and no one really understands what it is im going through so i think i just have to take this one step atta time and figure shit out alone..
as much as i hate being alone there are only 2 ppl that can figure this out...Nate and I and I think im going to be doing a lot of the thinking in this one..
he said that he did care about me and that how everything i felt was not the way it was. He also said he didnt know how it was if it wasnt the way i had interpreted.... he said hes gonna call me as soon as he figures this out..
hmmm a call as soon as he figures shit out..where have i heard that one before...KEVIN!!! still waiting on that phone call
and to think...i actually felt like he was someone i could potentially love
as much as i hate being alone there are only 2 ppl that can figure this out...Nate and I and I think im going to be doing a lot of the thinking in this one..
he said that he did care about me and that how everything i felt was not the way it was. He also said he didnt know how it was if it wasnt the way i had interpreted.... he said hes gonna call me as soon as he figures this out..
hmmm a call as soon as he figures shit out..where have i heard that one before...KEVIN!!! still waiting on that phone call
and to think...i actually felt like he was someone i could potentially love