And the quarterly report indicates...
Yeah it's a bit early but I can pretty well predict what the rest of this month is gonna be like so I can say that the first quarter of 2009 has been the worst.
Sure maybe not a lot of bad things have happened but guess what, it's not just stuff that's happened.
And I don't really have very much hope for the rest of the year either. How can I make that judgement? Well three days into the year my cat was put down. That's an pretty good indication.
For three months I've been feeling completely useless, horrible, and I can go on. I feel like my world has gone up and wobbled for a bit and smashed into floor.
I'm sick of school to the point where I don't want to go back. I feel like I'm completely wasting my time.
At this point I'm ready to break down.
I mean it. I'm not joking. I want to cry, scream, do anything to get someone to take me seriously when I say I'm feeling like shit. I feel invisible.
This get rough with my mom and family and I feel more distant with them than ever and I hate it because right now I need someone to hug me and tell me everything's okay.
Sorry if anyone thinks I'm stupid but I really don't give a flying fuck right now. I'm in tears. Excuse me while I go have a shower.