An Update for once...
WOW...I havent updated this thing in almost 3 months!! I've been too busy and stressed out to worry about keeping up with it. This year is going by so fast it seems. I have no idea what to do with school. I want to stay at UNF but then i really want to move on in my life. But money is a huge issue and I am still unsure of what the heck to major in...Im leaning towards sports medicine. A lot of science though..... And then my stupid "easy" elective class is insane. I definitely have an F. I need about 10 points to even get to a D. And I have never made a C before in my life on a report card or semester...urgg stupid teachers. And then if i withdraw from the class and transfer to a different college my withdraw will most likely turn into an F for my GPA..how stupid right?? So I am stumped and stressed.
A lot has been going on with my grandma that lives here too. She was sent to the hospital last week and was put in a nursing home on Friday. We've known she doesnt want to be here anymore and shes been in assisted living and gradually getting a little worse but all of a sudden she got really bad. She wont eat and we dont know how long she will last. I went to see her monday and it was freaky. So I am probably going to have to go up to Jersey pretty soon. I have never ever been to a funeral so that should be an experience. I dont know how i will react to it when the time comes.
I'm getting sick of dance lately too. Its not the same as it used to be. I feel like there is no point in coming, but Im definitely not ready to give it up either. I guess I wish our studio would just be more involved in stuff and more motivated.
Another update since 3 months ago...a lot has changed since then. I got braces and I am having surgery for sure sometime this summer. Its definitely been a life changing experience already and I havent even gone through the major surgery yet. I will be very happy and relieved when this summer is over with and I can move on with my new life.
And lastly.....I AM SICK OF DRAMA.....there is no point to it at all.
A lot has been going on with my grandma that lives here too. She was sent to the hospital last week and was put in a nursing home on Friday. We've known she doesnt want to be here anymore and shes been in assisted living and gradually getting a little worse but all of a sudden she got really bad. She wont eat and we dont know how long she will last. I went to see her monday and it was freaky. So I am probably going to have to go up to Jersey pretty soon. I have never ever been to a funeral so that should be an experience. I dont know how i will react to it when the time comes.
I'm getting sick of dance lately too. Its not the same as it used to be. I feel like there is no point in coming, but Im definitely not ready to give it up either. I guess I wish our studio would just be more involved in stuff and more motivated.
Another update since 3 months ago...a lot has changed since then. I got braces and I am having surgery for sure sometime this summer. Its definitely been a life changing experience already and I havent even gone through the major surgery yet. I will be very happy and relieved when this summer is over with and I can move on with my new life.
And lastly.....I AM SICK OF DRAMA.....there is no point to it at all.