in all my life i've never felt quit like this..
so today's been pretty boring so far.
Brit called me last night & this morning from Flordia. so i got to talk to her a little..
but yeah, i've been sitting here listening to Usher. ha, not good. =/ too many memories to Usher, but gah, i love him. lol
yeah i've been in a crappy mood today. everyone around here sucks & they never do anything, & if they do, they don't invite me.. =/ Brit's gone 'til Saturday... idn how things are with me & Alvi right now.. but i can't go anywhere with him anyway b/c my parents are GAY. you would think, since i dated him for 2 years & they know him (obviously), that they would let him drive me places, but no. they have to be homosexuals like that & make everything harder for me with him then it already is. ugh. & the thing that makes me mad, is that, my mom knows Alvi very well & everything (obviously he's gunna be careful with me in the car or she'll kill him & he knows that) and she won't let him drive me places.. but Dave can drive me anywhere if i just ask, and she doesn't even know him. never met the kid before.. idn.
don't get me wrong, Dave's my friend, and i don't mind going places with him, but it's not fair.
whatever, that's the only rant i'm putting in here.. though i have a lot more i'd like to say, but i don't feel like tell you =)
.....got it bad