I'm so exhausted
All I keep doing is thinking, and that is getting me nowhere. I didn't get much sleep last night. I wish I could just shut my brain off. I wish there was something I could do to make this easier. I wish I didn't feel this way. Maybe then this wouldn't be so hard. Maybe then this wouldn't hurt so much. Time heals all. But how much time can you give out of your entire life to try and forget how you feel. I wish I could change this. And there is a 10 to 1 odd that I might have to and have no choice.