Jan 25, 2007 18:41
so much reading and so little time to do it.
this semester is already stressing me out. 3 of the 5 classes requires too much reading. i don't know how i am going to finish it all before the tests. my days are too busey already. With having to work when i would normally go to lunch and having SGA meetings and belonging to three committees, its hard to fit in the gym and the homework i have to do. oh and also one of my classes has a thirty hour practicum.
i'm trying to calm down and realize that i have the power to do it; i will just have to go to the libaray a few nights a week so i can read because the dorm tends to get loud at times.
it is unbelievably cold today and its supossed to get even more cold tomorrow. i am not excited.
im looking forward to bingo tonight in the pub but i'm not looking forward to the walk. ah
last weekend a boy came here to visit my suitemates who was also in SGA last year but transfered to UMASS this year. I didn't know him that well so it was fun to hang out with him. One of the nights we partied, him and i stayed in my room, talked and watched videos online. HE was wicked chill and we had a lot to talk about. Everyone else was in the common room and they repeatedly came in and told us to stop being antisocial. it was funny. now i have talked to him since and he said that he had a lot of fun hanging out with me and told me that he felt that we had a connection or something. I think i like him a little. I'll have to visit him when i go home and see what he is all about. It would be nice to have something with someone for a change.
this week was horrible for me in sleeping. Since i have been really stressed out and anxious, i just can't sleep. I just dont' know what. I was definitly tired and needed the sleep, i just couldn't do it.
last night was the first night i had gotten more than 4 hours of sleep. It was amazing and i hope to have the same tongiht. I hope to catch up more on my reading so i won't feel so stressed out about being behind on it.
welcome back to college emily