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well I'm all signed up and ready to go and i should be happy...but i'm not so much. i'll seem like it sure but really, the same 2 people have been eating away at me. These kids were great friends of mine, 2 of my 3 best, but recently have drifted. and by recently im sayin as in the past 2 weeks weve basically just gone our separate ways. Its kinda tough to just take a person out of your life but its whats happening. And im at the root of all this. How many of you out there can handle my temper? im a little quick with it sure and i lack self restraint big time but i assume most people know i'll be fine or that im joking. the ones that should know this apparently dont. im quick to forget about things and my moods are usually happy-go-lucky so when im down, i never stay down for long. thats what separates me from these two. They hold grudges and are far moodier so maybe our styles dont exactly mix. its strange because i always assumed i had friends and i still do...but they just dont seem to be up to how these two were. This is tough. i'll get through it but in the meantime, id appreciate some support.