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im stretchin myself too thin, trying to please too many people and be everything to everyone and it ends up not workin for too many. i just wanna step back and have things like last year. i was well-liked enough but i had these 3 other fools who had my back no matter what and it felt nice. Now there are like tons of people and i cant keep control or track of everyone. i'm goin crazy! in all honesty all i truly need are those 3 kids and i could deal with anything that happened. i sure as heck dont need any more of those people who change from day to day or who i have to really try to please. if i have to work at it, its not worth my time anymore