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well today, i dont think i could ever feel so lonely... i dont think i have ever been this lonely before. you would think i would be use to it. but im not. becuase now, i get the feeling that david doesnt love me... he lusts me.. he says that sex with melissa sucks so i think he was looking for a time with good sex... and that is all he wanted out of me.... i should have seen it sooner, that way i wouldnt have put myself or anyone else in such a bad state of mind... all the fights, it never would have happened if i had just taken the time to look at the situtation... i am sorry for ever person i hurt when trying to get with david.... so sorry... i guess some things are just too good to be true.... especially for me.