the other day i was in a funk

[bluedoveki]

it's funny how much has not changed in my life. I am in fact a different person than i was 10 years ago, yet the same the same dreams still plague me. I thought i was passed this; i try every weekend. sometimes it's ok, but the deep caring is there and my sense of smell is as strong as ever. The drug that was so easily explained away has not left me, but i fight everyday to make it disappear from my memory.

life is good and i am really having a great time. this semester will be long and tiring but i am ready and i know where i want to be. I just need to keep that in mind.