at least i got a job and im not homeless
I thought I would be able to deal with working with gay guys. I was wrong. I mean most gay guys are straight enough, they dont try and flirt with u, or smell like a girl. But this motherfuckers a fagget.
Yes i said it F A G G E T faget. I swear to god their isnt a jury alive thatll convict me for beating him blind if he harasses me so... I hope their isnt... Other then that i found out michelle (thats the pretty gurls name) has a boyfreind. I saw them kissing in starbucks. eeeeew. Dude looks like a dog. Not a cute dog either, im talken a mutant doverman pincher. Im writing a couple songs right now. I have a day off tommarow so hopefully ill record one of them. Lifes pretty much flatlined, not good, not bad.
BULLSHIT my life sucks, I know how to save a person going into myocardial fibrillation and im sweeping floors at store named after a fruit!!! Wuts rong with this picture? I still have a year of highschool left. I wanna get my ged. I wanna get sighned to ruckiss records. Neither of those things are gonna happen though. My mom needs the money from childsupport and she only gets it if i stay in school. If u think about it, im working 2 jobs. Neither of wich rilly matter.
I just wanna be the best at what i do and have wut i do matter. The best rapper, the best producer, the best surgeon, the best poet, hell the best porn directer. I'd take any of emm.
How important i feel right now
