Oct 17, 2012 05:23
I wouldn't be me if I didn't wait till the last day at the last second to study for a test. Literally four hours away and I haven't hardly skimmed the notes. She's gives us her power point notes, so it's not like I'm having to read over my own It's as easy as can be, and yet I make it as hard as can be. I'll never be the student my parents want me to be, I'll never make it successively through this life. This life just wasn't meant for me. Maybe I was physically supposed to be here, but not as the person I am. I'm always making the wrong choices, or the bad ones. I'm such a misplaced soul on this lonely earth. How cliche.
I haven't posted on here in forever. I basically have a whole different life. New boy, new school, new me. If only that lingering feeling of wanting to die would just go away. I managed to not plan my suicide this year on my birthday, yay for me.
Adieu