Goodbye

May 29, 2006 17:56

Well, i haven't posted in ages and i wont be posting again. I just wanted to make everything quite clear before i leave so there is no misunderstanding.
Shortly after lue and i got together i was a royal prick and cheated on her with anna, and managed to cover it up to some extent some how. But passed all this 2 years into our relationship after months of trouble lue leaves me. In this time i was upset and once again couldn't seem to keep the fucking thing in my pants and slept with this girl from work.

But to surpass all this i tried to lie to keep lue from finding out as i knew how much it would hurt her and the thought of losing her was to much pain for me to even bare thinking about. Here's where anyone thinking that they can do the same to keep their ass from shit, IT NEVER WORKS.
I lied to cover the whole ami (work girl) thing up andi was found out, then when lue asked me to come clean about everything i still lied and told her that that was it. Then she finds out about anna just mere weeks after finding out about ami.
Still i tried to lie to make out it wasn't as bad as it actually was, and she found out still.

So now not surprisingly she's left me and i deservedly have lost everything. I just thought as lue seems to be posting bits and bobs and letting people fill in the blanks so decided to fill them for you and let you know really how much of a wanker i have been and that i proberbly not see many of you for quite a while so please be there for lue cause she really needs the suport right now as she's just found out how much of a CUNT her, now ex, boyfriend has been.
Well, that's me finished. I am in no way proud or even romotely happy right now and it proves that if you're going to lie, you'll get so much more hurt in the end.

Bye.
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