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I have come to realize that I freak out entirely to much over almost everything. Mike and I are fine. There is nothing to worry about in that area and it seems like things are going to be fairly smooth from here on out. Last night he brought me over some dinner and we watched the All Star game. When he walked into my apartment I was like omg you are so fine. He had gotten his hair cut and I realized he had green eyes. Green eyes always have an effect on me. Noone has ever made me feel more beautiful then he does. I have also never felt so comfortable around anyone either.....I can eat in front of him. I have guy friends that I can't even eat in front of. He wants to meet my friends and he seems up for a trip to Alpena to visit with Ronda and Bry and hopefully Marcy and Chris will be coming along as well. The whole dating thing is still a little hard for me to bear. I am pretty sure of what I want, but I want him to be sure that he wants me (which I am almost sure he does). The next two weekends are going to be kinda shitty for us both though. I am going out of town on Saturday.....granted I will be back Sunday and the following weekend he is going out of town for a wedding which is in Pittsburg. But I am sure all will be fine.