Jun 27, 2008 17:05
the thing that sucks the most about having boys as bffs is that when they get girlfriends things change. and i realize that that is natural to certani degree. but sometimes it sucks. for example, ever since a started dating a, things have never been the same. because she has jealousy issues and freaks out. and lies. oh, and hes lame.
im hoping k & a are going to be an exception, bc a and i are friends. and also, bc the next ten days i am going to need him.
im going to be hiding behind my oversized rose colored banana republic sunglasses.
(get it? rose colored sunglasses. haaahaa.)
at least ill be living with b & p.
the high school journals have provided endless bits of amusement the last few days. part of me wants to see him somewhere, maybe downtown, and just be like "look at me! im not a dorky 17 almost 18 year older anymore! im 23! and i have my bachelor's degree! and im a grad student! and i have a real job! and i dont have a curfew anymore and i've kissed more than one boy and i travel cool places without my parents! but i still wear abercrombie religiously." just for fun.
sunday is looming....
but at the same time im kinda excited to be able to see him, and ignore him. just to prove a point.
date time, in a fab car, with a fab boy : )