So tired and lonely
I need to call Goonie to do something later today. I have to go to the bank and to Hannaford and OSJL first, but then I will call her. I feel empty this vacation... hopefully that changes...
My sister and I are watching Braveheart for the 2nd time in 2 days. Watched Dr. Quinn Medicine Woman earlier, and I watched Hang 'Em High and The Good Son yesterday. Terribly desturbing, those last two, but they were good.
Tomorrow I go to get my hair cut FINALLY. I've been waiting for soooo long to get it cut. I need to get it cut. The front is too long. Yay for hair cuts!
Wednesday night I'm going to our Bible Study's overnight thinger at AJ's father's camp/cottage/cabin thinger in Alton. It should be fun. I like most of those girls... 2 of them can get on my nerves very VERY easily, but I love them all dearly and don't know what I'd do without bible study...
David comes home Thursday from Disney. I should be taking the pictures of Lil Kev painting his face for photography either Thursday or Saturday, depending on when I go to Berea. Thursday I might be recording for David's dad again... Hopefully that goes better than this past Thursday...
I'm going to Camp Berea at some point this weekend to talk to Dan Dan the Manager Man at Berea tosee what weeks I can work there this summer and what ones are okay to take off and come home for a bit. I'll get to visit with Don Matteo The Crash Dummy a bit as well, which is cool, and I might even see Benny Boy or Bam, we shall see.
Saturday is A SURPRISE. Grawr. I <3 cheesecake... Saturday morning is when I'm planning on taking those pictures, but I might change my mind about going to Berea and go Saturday morning instead of Friday night like I had planned.
I talked to Jason earlier this week... He didn't say much... I wish he would, because I know he has had alot to say... But now he just can't. Grawr.
I've been thinking about Marriage, and, I think it was Goonie who was talking about this, but when I get married, I don't want it to be expected of me that I be "in the mood" whenever, wherever. I don't want that to be all I'm there for, and I'm afraid that it will feel like that... Grawr. I'm not getting married for a long time, however, thank God, so I'll make sure whoever I may marry gets this in their head. I'm out.