..not sure why :-/
omg..i love my ryan andrew <33
yes, he is back in utah --> :( but..what a weekend! it seemed like he was never away..that nothing changed, all of my friends were like "this is the happiest i have seen you in a long time" ..and it was the truth! i went 73 days without my baby..the worst 73 days of my life :-x
but here is a wrap up of my wonderful 'ryan' weekend..be aware, this could be long..but im not gonna 'short-cut' it :)
thurs.: i picked up ryan's brother around 5.00ish and headed to the airport, i was so happy my mom let me pick him up~! we were there like 15ish minutes early..so we sat down at these tables where we could see the people coming out >>because we can't go through to the actually 'deport' place<< ..and then i saw him..and it was like "love" all over again..our eyes met, and we both just smiled..it was the best feeling in the world! he had a dozen, long-stem red roses..AHH!! LONG STEM!! they were the most beautiful roses i had ever recieved! we hugged + kissed..and felt perfect <33 anyhoo..that night we had dinner with his family, he came over to see my mom and my new room..and then hung out at his house till 10.30 >>cuz i had school the next day<<
fri.: it was homecoming day..so we had a pep assembly that i was performing in, so ryan came to watch. it felt so good knowing he was there..and i got kisses before i danced <33 after school, we went ran errands together and picked up his tux for the dance..then i had a dance BBQ, so he took me there >>the BBQ was massive funness<< then he came picked me up and we went to the football game. at first i was upset cuz i felt like he should be hanging out with his friends [people who came back for the weekend/game] but i got over that and had fun. we performed again, and again i got 'goodluck' kisses. after the game >>which we KILLED a rival h.s. 42-12<< we just wanted to hang out, me and him..so we went back to my house and talked with my family, then decided to watch 'life or something like it' and cuddle all night.. <33 >>the movie was based in seattle..hella funny shit, its KOMO 4 not KQMO 4 and the guy that does the weather is the same guy on KOMO 4 but his name is STEVE POOL..not SAM something..haha<<
sat.: HOMECOMING!! OMG!! i woke up around 11.00ish and picked up my room. then left to get my hair done at 1.30 in seattle, >>i loved my hair<< and then i bought funky pink shiney pumas and then got my makeup done with Tony&Tina at 2.30 >>i loved my eye makeup<<..then came home and got dressed and put everything together! i LOVE HOMECOMING!! we went to ryan's house and he looked soo incredibly cute..omg! hehe, and our flowers were GOREGOUS!! then our group met at my friends house and took a million pictures with all the couples..then went to school and took the professional couple shots and the girl group picture..then went to eat..then to the DANCE!! WOOT!! it was soo awesome!! afterwards, we all went to my house..and wow, i think this was the best dance ever! we all chilled and watched movies + jacuzzi + danced + ate..the guys left by 4.30ish, and all the girls slept over~
sun.: woke up to yummy food by my mommy :) and realized i didnt want this day to happen..ryan was leaving.. he came over and hung out with all the girls, then everyone was leaving and he said he would take two of the girls home while i cleaned up and showered..i was hugging him, and i just broke down..crying and crying, my girls saw me crying and wrote a sweet message on my board in my room..then they left. then everyone finally left. ryan came back, and i broke down again, and he goes "cant i just hold you for the next two hours" so we go to my room and cuddle + talk + kiss + cry..and finally i had to say good-bye. i hate utah. seriously, dont want to go into the details of the good-bye..too sad! but yeah, i love him and he makes me the happiest!
<33 .megs.
ryan and mine future: >>as we talked about lastnight<< i will either be going to college in washington or california, and he will either finish up in utah..then he will move where im going to college, and we are going to get an apartment together and a BiG BeD :) haha..and then, he is going to become an amazing pilot and i will be in promotions for a cool company..and finally, we will end up living in a quieter part of california :) hehe
28 days.
...oh yeah...this post was made in my NEW journal..and im not sure when i will get around to getting rid of this one, but this is just another entry to say "comment if you would like to be added" :) <33
yes, he is back in utah --> :( but..what a weekend! it seemed like he was never away..that nothing changed, all of my friends were like "this is the happiest i have seen you in a long time" ..and it was the truth! i went 73 days without my baby..the worst 73 days of my life :-x
but here is a wrap up of my wonderful 'ryan' weekend..be aware, this could be long..but im not gonna 'short-cut' it :)
thurs.: i picked up ryan's brother around 5.00ish and headed to the airport, i was so happy my mom let me pick him up~! we were there like 15ish minutes early..so we sat down at these tables where we could see the people coming out >>because we can't go through to the actually 'deport' place<< ..and then i saw him..and it was like "love" all over again..our eyes met, and we both just smiled..it was the best feeling in the world! he had a dozen, long-stem red roses..AHH!! LONG STEM!! they were the most beautiful roses i had ever recieved! we hugged + kissed..and felt perfect <33 anyhoo..that night we had dinner with his family, he came over to see my mom and my new room..and then hung out at his house till 10.30 >>cuz i had school the next day<<
fri.: it was homecoming day..so we had a pep assembly that i was performing in, so ryan came to watch. it felt so good knowing he was there..and i got kisses before i danced <33 after school, we went ran errands together and picked up his tux for the dance..then i had a dance BBQ, so he took me there >>the BBQ was massive funness<< then he came picked me up and we went to the football game. at first i was upset cuz i felt like he should be hanging out with his friends [people who came back for the weekend/game] but i got over that and had fun. we performed again, and again i got 'goodluck' kisses. after the game >>which we KILLED a rival h.s. 42-12<< we just wanted to hang out, me and him..so we went back to my house and talked with my family, then decided to watch 'life or something like it' and cuddle all night.. <33 >>the movie was based in seattle..hella funny shit, its KOMO 4 not KQMO 4 and the guy that does the weather is the same guy on KOMO 4 but his name is STEVE POOL..not SAM something..haha<<
sat.: HOMECOMING!! OMG!! i woke up around 11.00ish and picked up my room. then left to get my hair done at 1.30 in seattle, >>i loved my hair<< and then i bought funky pink shiney pumas and then got my makeup done with Tony&Tina at 2.30 >>i loved my eye makeup<<..then came home and got dressed and put everything together! i LOVE HOMECOMING!! we went to ryan's house and he looked soo incredibly cute..omg! hehe, and our flowers were GOREGOUS!! then our group met at my friends house and took a million pictures with all the couples..then went to school and took the professional couple shots and the girl group picture..then went to eat..then to the DANCE!! WOOT!! it was soo awesome!! afterwards, we all went to my house..and wow, i think this was the best dance ever! we all chilled and watched movies + jacuzzi + danced + ate..the guys left by 4.30ish, and all the girls slept over~
sun.: woke up to yummy food by my mommy :) and realized i didnt want this day to happen..ryan was leaving.. he came over and hung out with all the girls, then everyone was leaving and he said he would take two of the girls home while i cleaned up and showered..i was hugging him, and i just broke down..crying and crying, my girls saw me crying and wrote a sweet message on my board in my room..then they left. then everyone finally left. ryan came back, and i broke down again, and he goes "cant i just hold you for the next two hours" so we go to my room and cuddle + talk + kiss + cry..and finally i had to say good-bye. i hate utah. seriously, dont want to go into the details of the good-bye..too sad! but yeah, i love him and he makes me the happiest!
<33 .megs.
ryan and mine future: >>as we talked about lastnight<< i will either be going to college in washington or california, and he will either finish up in utah..then he will move where im going to college, and we are going to get an apartment together and a BiG BeD :) haha..and then, he is going to become an amazing pilot and i will be in promotions for a cool company..and finally, we will end up living in a quieter part of california :) hehe
28 days.
...oh yeah...this post was made in my NEW journal..and im not sure when i will get around to getting rid of this one, but this is just another entry to say "comment if you would like to be added" :) <33