my email to ryan last night..
hi baby <3
im bored and i miss you lots and you aren't feeling good..so i decided to write you a little email :) im not sure when you will get this, but it doesn't matter..just read it when you get a chance..i just wanted to tell you some things <33
i love you soo much ryan andrew davis. you make my world, seriously. when i was with my guy friends today..they were asking about 'us' and how we haven't seen each other in so long and stuff..but really, im not sure about you, im so happy right now. our conversations mean the world to me, and lately they have been like our old talks..our goofy stupid fun talks :) i love those...and it is so worth it..i have the best boyfriend! you dont even understand how wonderful you are..you always have the right thing to say and whatever 'our' situation is..you always remind me that you love me and that i am who you want. i get insecure really easy, a thing that goes along with low self confidence..but i finally got it knock in my head. if you want other girls..if there is someone down there you would like to hang out with one-on-one..then you wouldn't say those things to me. you are wonderful ryan. all the guys right now are being poopy about homecoming and none want to go and stuff..but MY boyfriend is FLYING up from UTAH just to spend it with me. i am SOOO lucky!!! the love you give me gets me through everyday. its an amazing feeling knowing someone cares and loves you..and that YOU are that someone, its an even BETTER feeling!!
my love for you is so strong..sometimes it scares me...i have NEVER felt so strongly about anyone before..PLUS to have it feel sooo right! i cant imagine it any other way. you complete me. no one else knows all the sides of me besides my family..i dont trust them with the true me. but with you, i do. i think the one day where i dressed up in your clothes is the day that i realized that we were made for each other. i dont know what will happen...but you ARE my other half. i enjoy you, i love you, i care for you, i lust you, i need you, i want you, i would do anything for you, i do everything for you, i think about you, i dream about you, i miss you, i daydream about you..anyway you slice it...you are always in my thoughts. my ring never comes off..never! and everyday i put my watch on..and with most of my outfits..the bracelet too...so it is like whenever i look for the time, i think of you..when im bored in class, i play with my ring or my bracelet..at nights, i always wear your sweatshirt and snuggle in it and cuddle the bear and i automatically dream of us together. in my dreams we are never apart. i always get a kiss or a hug or a touch or a smile..I JUST LOVE YOU RYZO!!
well, it is past midnight now, and im DEAD tired..i love you ryan and i hope you guys win today!! read the letter and just know that my love for you is a FACT! you are truly my everything and so much more..I *EnJOy* YOU :) hehe
love always, meagan ann
*I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you*
**For, you see, each day I love you more..
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.**
**Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away**
**I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.**
im bored and i miss you lots and you aren't feeling good..so i decided to write you a little email :) im not sure when you will get this, but it doesn't matter..just read it when you get a chance..i just wanted to tell you some things <33
i love you soo much ryan andrew davis. you make my world, seriously. when i was with my guy friends today..they were asking about 'us' and how we haven't seen each other in so long and stuff..but really, im not sure about you, im so happy right now. our conversations mean the world to me, and lately they have been like our old talks..our goofy stupid fun talks :) i love those...and it is so worth it..i have the best boyfriend! you dont even understand how wonderful you are..you always have the right thing to say and whatever 'our' situation is..you always remind me that you love me and that i am who you want. i get insecure really easy, a thing that goes along with low self confidence..but i finally got it knock in my head. if you want other girls..if there is someone down there you would like to hang out with one-on-one..then you wouldn't say those things to me. you are wonderful ryan. all the guys right now are being poopy about homecoming and none want to go and stuff..but MY boyfriend is FLYING up from UTAH just to spend it with me. i am SOOO lucky!!! the love you give me gets me through everyday. its an amazing feeling knowing someone cares and loves you..and that YOU are that someone, its an even BETTER feeling!!
my love for you is so strong..sometimes it scares me...i have NEVER felt so strongly about anyone before..PLUS to have it feel sooo right! i cant imagine it any other way. you complete me. no one else knows all the sides of me besides my family..i dont trust them with the true me. but with you, i do. i think the one day where i dressed up in your clothes is the day that i realized that we were made for each other. i dont know what will happen...but you ARE my other half. i enjoy you, i love you, i care for you, i lust you, i need you, i want you, i would do anything for you, i do everything for you, i think about you, i dream about you, i miss you, i daydream about you..anyway you slice it...you are always in my thoughts. my ring never comes off..never! and everyday i put my watch on..and with most of my outfits..the bracelet too...so it is like whenever i look for the time, i think of you..when im bored in class, i play with my ring or my bracelet..at nights, i always wear your sweatshirt and snuggle in it and cuddle the bear and i automatically dream of us together. in my dreams we are never apart. i always get a kiss or a hug or a touch or a smile..I JUST LOVE YOU RYZO!!
well, it is past midnight now, and im DEAD tired..i love you ryan and i hope you guys win today!! read the letter and just know that my love for you is a FACT! you are truly my everything and so much more..I *EnJOy* YOU :) hehe
love always, meagan ann
*I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you*
**For, you see, each day I love you more..
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.**
**Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away**
**I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.**