Lack of Communication...

[bluecrap]

It's 2006 now..and umm I don't feel any different...and I have no resolution. With all that said I don't really care. It's a new year and I'm a day late. I'm back to who i was before living day to day...but there's something missing..something lacking. Something just not making me feel whole. Yeah maybe i know what it is but I'm not for sure it's that. The lack of someone's elses life intertwining with mine..in other words the lack of communitcation between me and april has shut and I'm pissed because I'm off to look again for someone to want me no...it can't be that just yet. It's something else....

To sum it up...it's a new year I'm not happy...woot! woot! woot! well idk I'm happy it's complicated...