Yeah, I know,no, and you know what fuck you...
I guess I'm not in the best of moods, and no one cares i don't see why i bother to update.
I had a talk with ashley at lunch today. She just wanted to know what was wrong with me. She said I always looks sad. I told I usually am. What else could I tell her...that that's just the way my face is..fuck no. So, I just told her everything. Everything, what is everything...
everything is not having things going my way. not being a relationship for so fucking long. having my fucking best friend move away and the other going to boot camp. Having certain people who use to talk to me all the time just stop talking to me all the time. Yeah, maybe that's all what's fucking wrong with me.
I tell her this I tear up, the whole self-a-steem speech that i use to give everyone else is used on me by her.
I had a talk with ashley at lunch today. She just wanted to know what was wrong with me. She said I always looks sad. I told I usually am. What else could I tell her...that that's just the way my face is..fuck no. So, I just told her everything. Everything, what is everything...
everything is not having things going my way. not being a relationship for so fucking long. having my fucking best friend move away and the other going to boot camp. Having certain people who use to talk to me all the time just stop talking to me all the time. Yeah, maybe that's all what's fucking wrong with me.
I tell her this I tear up, the whole self-a-steem speech that i use to give everyone else is used on me by her.