(no subject)
do you see that knife?
it feels like that knife's coming out of me.
KIDNEY STONES SUCK.
I just want it/ them to come out of me soI can stop hurting. This is fucking ridiculous. Just when I thought the worst of my body drama was behind me than BAM. Something else. It started tuesday and I ended up in the ER. I was going to the Racheal Ray show and I think it was a good thing that when we got there they were at studio capacity, because the pain progessively got worse very quickly after that. If we'd gotten in the show, I would have had to leave.
Its almost a week later and I'm still feeling terrible pain and peeing blood & things and I want it to be over. The docs said that the stone is small enough to where it can pass on its own with lots of pain so they prescribed me percocet. Now, I dont do to well with narcotic substances (EX: that one time in the ER they gave me morphine) I refuse to take them I rather just deal with the pain. Maybe I'll sell them, or something lol j/k. But yeah. So for now I'm dealing with it. It feels like it moved down intor my urethra, but than I still feel kidney pain so i'm worried that there may be more. Its wierd though because everytime my kidney starts throbbing I get a funny taste in my mouth, that will go away when the pain ceases. Yuck.
Tomorrow I go to the urologist. I hope they have a miracle.
Anyway, I have a burlesque show friday @ outpost Lounge in BK and its gonna be off the hook. The performance will impact everyone on some level. At least thats what i'm aiming for.
Switch & Play is fantastic. I love them. Its so great to see performance artists give back to their community, and that is exactly what they do. Every other month they hold a special event called Open Drag Night, which is open to all performers of all levels, all kinds of acts to showcase their talent in a fun supportive environment. Not to mention followed by a dance after party! I've met the most amazing people there and pretty much all of switch & play said that they want to work with me more down the road outside of Open Drag! :-) I love that their are people from all walks of life their queer or not just people who come to support and have a great time. Its amazing. Its $7 or $5 if you come in drag. I think my aunt is coming. In drag. YES.
This time around theres gonna be an L WORD contest, to "mark the end of the L Word Era" (lol) where you have to create your best performance interpretation of the theme song. Its gonna be fierce. I cant wait!