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I can't believe I haven't been on here for 2 years. Scary! Life has gotten in the way.
Then again, why does life seem so damned disappointing all the time?
It's horrible how everything hits you all at once. I was having a great time with my exchange student and her friends playing laser tag and bowling. Watching and listening to them talk about their boyfriends, the Sweetheart dance and their own dreams-and then it hit me-I have let so many hopes, dreams, opportunities and even love get away.
Unfortunately, my horrible attitude got my exchange student in a bad mood and she still is in a bad mood this morning. It's not helping her stupid computer won't connect so she can speak to her family.
Hopefully, she is going to go out and go shopping with her friends today. I think one of my problems is that I'm used to living and being by myself and having her around all the time is not helping. I need some time by myself right now.
Then again, why does life seem so damned disappointing all the time?
It's horrible how everything hits you all at once. I was having a great time with my exchange student and her friends playing laser tag and bowling. Watching and listening to them talk about their boyfriends, the Sweetheart dance and their own dreams-and then it hit me-I have let so many hopes, dreams, opportunities and even love get away.
Unfortunately, my horrible attitude got my exchange student in a bad mood and she still is in a bad mood this morning. It's not helping her stupid computer won't connect so she can speak to her family.
Hopefully, she is going to go out and go shopping with her friends today. I think one of my problems is that I'm used to living and being by myself and having her around all the time is not helping. I need some time by myself right now.