you can never really SEE what is happening around you when it is happening Very true. I suppose once you start noticing that things are changing you begin to think about what started it all.
I don't think it's very nice at all that your friends are going to places without you. =( Some friendships turn out like that... the people eventually drift away, but sometimes the other person will try and mend things. Well... maybe Ella does want to see you again, but won't ask because she thinks you are okay without her. You see, I don't know much about your friends, so I can't say much about how they're feeling, or what they're thinking. ^^
I guess everyone gets moments where they feel so alone, I can understand how you feel about being alone in front of the computer and feel like nothing truly good is happening.
It's hard to be optimistic when everything feels crappy. =/ What I try to do myself is to think about the good things that have happened in the month. Easier said than done, I know. =__= Especially when it feels like nothing good has happened. But now that you've got your thoughts out (or at least some thoughts) you can move on and try and see a few people before college? I hope these last few days of the holidays are good for you, and in college things should definitely be looking up for you! You are gonna meet new people in your classes and be more busy during the days.
She's gonna meet new people who are 1000000% better than me This would only be your opinion! It's actually funny what happens when you don't talk to someone for so long, but once you start seeing each other more (hopefully, in the future at least?) then it might get easier to think of things to say.
You WILL meet new friends in college, it's inevitable! i'll be friends with everyone and i'll take my time this time. I agree with this. You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^
But, if you ever wanna rant some more, I will be here to listen. =D Sorry, I find it hard to try and cheer people up. I hope I've helped in some way though. (You look so cool in your picture btw)
Im really grateful that you read this rant and actually took your time in replying, i honestly really appreciate this :) It's nice to know that, even though we've never met, you actually understand me more than most people I know! It might sound as if im trying to be an ass licker but im not, the things you wrote were really true. Especially about the bit about Ella and college - everything really :)
I dont know what it is, but im blaming it on hormones and all that scientific shizzle xD Im usually really optimistic and easy-going. I only write about the emo stuff on lj and forgetting to write down the 'good days' as well so ihope you wont get a bad impression of me ;_; haha BUT! Im looking forward to start anew ^^ ''You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^'' <<< Im going to follow by that rule forever aha :D
You?Hard to cheer people up? you must be kidding, what you wrote really really made me feel so much better about myself, im not gonna lie and i really do hope we'll meet one day! you seemed like a really good person to hang out&just chat with and considering we both live in England, it'll be pretty easy to meet up ^^ I wished you'd live closer to Brighton :/
It's no problem! And it's okay, you don't sound like an ass licker LOL. Your choice of words there make me smile. XD
Yes yes, those hormones. T______T Hate them, truly. Right now, I feel like wanting to overly stab a few people, but then happy at talking to normal folks like yourself. I hope this gets better when we are older haha. Ahh, I don't have a bad impression of ya! It's good to let it all out. :D I wish I could do that.
Phew, that's good. And it's great how after one day feeling bad, the next day seems to be so much better and more full of optimism. I guess it's just how things work. And I wish you lived more near Birmingham. XD But at least we ARE in the same country wahah.
Very true. I suppose once you start noticing that things are changing you begin to think about what started it all.
I don't think it's very nice at all that your friends are going to places without you. =( Some friendships turn out like that... the people eventually drift away, but sometimes the other person will try and mend things. Well... maybe Ella does want to see you again, but won't ask because she thinks you are okay without her.
You see, I don't know much about your friends, so I can't say much about how they're feeling, or what they're thinking. ^^
I guess everyone gets moments where they feel so alone, I can understand how you feel about being alone in front of the computer and feel like nothing truly good is happening.
It's hard to be optimistic when everything feels crappy. =/ What I try to do myself is to think about the good things that have happened in the month. Easier said than done, I know. =__= Especially when it feels like nothing good has happened. But now that you've got your thoughts out (or at least some thoughts) you can move on and try and see a few people before college?
I hope these last few days of the holidays are good for you, and in college things should definitely be looking up for you! You are gonna meet new people in your classes and be more busy during the days.
She's gonna meet new people who are 1000000% better than me
This would only be your opinion!
It's actually funny what happens when you don't talk to someone for so long, but once you start seeing each other more (hopefully, in the future at least?) then it might get easier to think of things to say.
You WILL meet new friends in college, it's inevitable!
i'll be friends with everyone and i'll take my time this time.
I agree with this. You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^
But, if you ever wanna rant some more, I will be here to listen. =D
Sorry, I find it hard to try and cheer people up. I hope I've helped in some way though.
(You look so cool in your picture btw)
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It might sound as if im trying to be an ass licker but im not, the things you wrote were really true. Especially about the bit about Ella and college - everything really :)
I dont know what it is, but im blaming it on hormones and all that scientific shizzle xD Im usually really optimistic and easy-going. I only write about the emo stuff on lj and forgetting to write down the 'good days' as well so ihope you wont get a bad impression of me ;_; haha
BUT! Im looking forward to start anew ^^ ''You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^'' <<< Im going to follow by that rule forever aha :D
You?Hard to cheer people up? you must be kidding, what you wrote really really made me feel so much better about myself, im not gonna lie and i really do hope we'll meet one day! you seemed like a really good person to hang out&just chat with and considering we both live in England, it'll be pretty easy to meet up ^^ I wished you'd live closer to Brighton :/
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Yes yes, those hormones. T______T Hate them, truly. Right now, I feel like wanting to overly stab a few people, but then happy at talking to normal folks like yourself. I hope this gets better when we are older haha.
Ahh, I don't have a bad impression of ya! It's good to let it all out. :D I wish I could do that.
Phew, that's good. And it's great how after one day feeling bad, the next day seems to be so much better and more full of optimism. I guess it's just how things work.
And I wish you lived more near Birmingham. XD But at least we ARE in the same country wahah.
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