Apr 01, 2005 01:37
great sex tonight.
finally got to see shannon after nearly 3 weeks.
it was torture.
he started a new job and was really busy and
everytime he asked me to come over, i was busy with my work
but we finally found time to see each other and i almost didnt make it.
ive been so lonely and upset for the bit taht i didnt get to see him.
you have no idea how nice he is to me.
just little things he does, that other guys have done but have
never felt as nice as when Shannon does it. Like play with my hair, or
lightly touch my tummy and sides and face or even the way he holds my hand.
Its just so nice being with him.
He kept asking me what i was thinking (I hate that question!!!)
but i cant ever tell him that i think when he does all those things.
I asked him what he was thinking and he said he wouldnt tell until i told him.
Guess ill never know. Its not what i want him to be thinking anyway.
While we were goin at it, at one point we were goin kinda wild and we went to kiss eachother
and his teeth smashed HARD into my top lip.
It hurt so much. I had watering eyes. He felt so bad, but i was like, who cares, keep going!! lol
but boy did it ever hurt!
We giggle a lot with eachother. I think thats just a thing i have with guys.
Somehow i make it fun and they can have fun and be themselves.
I like being able to laugh while enjoying being close with somoene.
Im trying VERY hard NOT to fall for him.
I cant handle a boyfriend right now.
Dont want to get hurt, like i seem to always do. Haha.
Hes just so darn cute.
So cuddly.
hehehehe
I have so much i could gush about my boy but definitly another night.
I have to be up at 6am and its 230am. Crazy.
I've such a long day tomorrow too. :/
Night fishies!
*muah*