Happy Sadness
There's something that makes me feel that life is worth living. Atmospheres. Doesn't matter if good or bad things are happening. If I feel an atmosphere, like the way you feel when a particular song or type of music is "coloring" a time period for you, is actively happening... That time is worth living. I don't know why. I've felt the deepest, blackest despair during these times but, I think, they're not so bad because I mostly associate them with an enjoyable depression. A happy sadness.
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