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Have you ever come to a point in your life that you just fell like you are a broken record? I’m so tired of doing the something with my life. Which is nothing I mite add. I feel like I’m going no where with my life and it sucks. I’m not doing anything important. I work and hangout with friends. Don’t get me wrong I love my friends and money to pay bills is nice too but I need to do more with my life. I don’t know what but something. I want to go to school but I don’t know what I want to go for. I want to find a church where I don’t feel like and alien but I don’t know where to start. I know that all this could be fixed if I got up and did something but I don’t know where to start. I’m not complaining I’m just venting. I just feel like I’m empty and I know that sounds lame but I do and I wish I could stop trying to fill it with things that don’t matter or make me feel more empty but it is like a disease I just keep doing it. I know that I need to look to scripture but it feels so hard to pick up my bible and read it. Prayer is also something I need to work on but when I do my words just seem empty. Ok well that about all I'm going to get out....