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This past month after Cathy and I broke up has been... good. It's like I escaped from this unhealthy little world that only the two of us were in and I entered the real world. Finally in my senior year I'm doing things college students normally do. I've also realized how much I love my friends from home. I don't think I ever appreciated what I had for friends until just recently. All I wanted was love and when I had it that's all I cared about.
That isn't to say anything negative at my friends here. I may not have as much in common with them interest-wise, but they are really fun people.
My "new" life has much less interactions with humans which is something I've realized I always crave for, but it's also been full of new experiences that I've enjoyed.
I still have a really hard time seeing someone that fits me and can understand as well as Cathy did, but I'm sure there is someone out there. I don't know if I want to find her anytime soon. It's a bittersweet ride I'm on but for the most part I'm enjoying it.
That isn't to say anything negative at my friends here. I may not have as much in common with them interest-wise, but they are really fun people.
My "new" life has much less interactions with humans which is something I've realized I always crave for, but it's also been full of new experiences that I've enjoyed.
I still have a really hard time seeing someone that fits me and can understand as well as Cathy did, but I'm sure there is someone out there. I don't know if I want to find her anytime soon. It's a bittersweet ride I'm on but for the most part I'm enjoying it.