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Hey,
im in the study centre at the moment back at col!
i can't believe that i am back!
it has been so boring at home! and its not like me to say that being at home is boring!
i normally prefer to be at home than i do being here but i must
admit ... i have missed the place!
omg whats wrong with me?! this just isn't normal
but then again can u rele call me normal?!
naa didn't fink so lol!
anyways
went to ash's last night and he was out but he called me and i asked him where i was
and he sed he was in birmingham visiting his sister!
i don't mind that at all!
i mean he can visit his family and his m8s when ever he wants
and as he has just lost his dad! i sopose his sister needed him!
im really nervous atm!
his dad's body is being brought into the mosque today and he
has asked me to go with him as support and as i knew his dad! and i
sed i would!
now i am shittin ma self!
i have to put that sarie on again and to be honest while it is very comfortable
i don't honestly like wearing it because ... i dno rele i feel that it is a little
disrespecting of their religion but then again his mother bought it me so i can't rele
not wear it!
i sopose as well as the fact of me wearing it i am going into a mosque and so
mayb it can be classed as more disrespectful if i don't wear it!
o i don't know
the sarie that i have is blue in colour and when i wear it i sometimes think that i look like a
dressed up doll!
its a little like this one! ironically its on a doll!
i am going to his after col and getting changed and then off we go!
lord help me!
one thing i do like about the muslim religion is that they pray to mecca and the mosque in
mecca is beautiful although at first glimpse it reminds me of somewhere like
old traford or wembley lol!
take a look for your self see what u think! :
anyways ... on another note!
ma mom went away today to trowbridge to carry on with her research on her family tree
she went a few hours ago and comes back on saturday eve!
but bloody hell im gonna miss her!
i have got to cook, clean, wash and iron while she is away and thats fine!
i mean i cook most of my own meals and have cooked for the whole family so that won't be a problem!
washing: well i do my own just not looking forward to washing things like ma dads underpants! :S
ironing: again, i do my own and so a few of ma dad's tops and trousers won't b hard!
cleaning: i did the whole house last week because ma mom had a dental appointment and so couldn't get it done
so one more week won't be hard!
but with all this work to do as well as ma Betterwear all i need to do now is find time for:
1) homework and coursework
2) myself!
i can't rele find time for maself because to do that i normally go to the pub and to do that u need money!
of which i doe have none ... as normal!
i sopose i could go and see ash! that could be some time for myself and maybe k-la could come with me if
ma dad agrees to have her stay the night but then again it depends on if she can get the day off work on the sat!
doe particularly wanna get up on sat if she can't at 6.00am!
fuck dat shit!
well there's the buzzer for the beginning of break and i want a fag before i have to endure 2 hrs of health and social care
so i will b off
much love
xXx