May 22, 2005 19:58
I have this really strange desire to go wander around Meijer. I don't really know why. As soon as I got back from studying for my exam I wanted to go. So I texted someone to see if they wanted to go with me. I still haven't heard from them. My guess is no. Guess it is too soon to start hanging out again. Oh well. Had church this morning. It was good. I am realizing a lot of areas of my life I have to work on. I really wish I had someone to hold me accountable for it though. But I think it helps if it is someone who needs to work on those areas too, or is stronger in that area than yourself. And at this point I don't really know. Or maybe its just I am being selfish and want to control it all myself. Sometimes I can't tell. Anyways, not looking forward to work this week. Gonna be a bunch of longer days for me. I just hope it goes by quickly. As long as there is stuff to keep me busy I am usually fine. I should probably be studying more right now. But I am GOING to buckle down and study HARDCORE tomorrow after work. I just want to practice the homework problems again to make sure that I understand it. Then tuesday morning I will wake up and read over the notes again. Then off to class. Then homework. I do the same stuff every week. I am getting sorta sick of it. I barely have time for a social life. Which I think wears me out even quicker. Not to mention I feel like I am ignoring my friends. Sorry to all of you for that. So..yeah....thats it. I am gonna design a flyer now I think. Bye.
Dawny