Peculularity...
So I am sitting here staring at myself in the mirror and thinking that I look pretty. This is a strange thought to cross my own mind. Most of the time I find myself to be quite plain and below average as far as looks are concerned. But for some reason tonight I feel pretty. Maybe its the way my hair is falling. Or maybe its just that I did some reminiscing earlier today. I really don't know. But I kinda wish there was someone to take a picture so that I could remember this night. I guess I would feel prettier if I heard it more often. But I don't hear it often at all. But at the same time there have only been a few people who have told me I was pretty and it resulted in me believing it. I wonder sometimes if one of them still finds me pretty. I will never know I guess.
Today was an alright day. I have been really really tired though. A lot on my mind too. Sometimes I think too much. Had church this morning. Was kinda nice. After church I came home and spent from 1-9 doing homework. Took a half hour break for lunch. Then about another half hour to pick up some stuff from Staples and get a coffee. So now I just have to finish my accounting problems. Guess I will be doing that tomorrow after work, after babysitting. I should probably go to bed now since I haven't gotten much sleep lately. But like many other nights I was hoping I would get to talk to Kenny. I miss talking to him. LOL. He is a great friend and I miss sharing my life with him. I miss him sharing his life with me too. And I don't mean in a relationship way. I mean like friends do. I have no other hidden motive. I just want to be friends. I may not be 100% over him but I am ready to be friends. I don't know what the future holds, but I look forward to it. Maybe its just that I look forward to the end of this current semester that is a very heavy load. LOL. Who Knows?!?!?! Talked to Anna for a little bit today that was nice. Poor girl was really tired as well. Called to see how John's interview went: had to reschedule. I hope he gets the job. Good Luck John. You should update soon!
I was looking up airline ticket prices today. Yikes are the expensive, atleast to the destination I was looking at. I am sure I am only dreaming of going. I don't see myself being able to afford it, nor having the person wanting me to go with them. But it would be kinda cool. I could go see my cousin Andy and he loves to play pool so we could go do that or something. Only bad thing is: since I am taking a class this spring and right after in the summer, the only dates I have available are August 22-September 4. So if I went I would have to do it then. Nice thought that I might be able to get away from Michigan. I would really love it, and it would be a really nice break before the Fall semester after practically 8 straight months of school. Sigh, yeah it would be nice. But I am dreaming. I will just keep praying and dreaming.
Well I have no idea what else to write and I am sure you are all bored. Laters my peeps.
Dawny
Today was an alright day. I have been really really tired though. A lot on my mind too. Sometimes I think too much. Had church this morning. Was kinda nice. After church I came home and spent from 1-9 doing homework. Took a half hour break for lunch. Then about another half hour to pick up some stuff from Staples and get a coffee. So now I just have to finish my accounting problems. Guess I will be doing that tomorrow after work, after babysitting. I should probably go to bed now since I haven't gotten much sleep lately. But like many other nights I was hoping I would get to talk to Kenny. I miss talking to him. LOL. He is a great friend and I miss sharing my life with him. I miss him sharing his life with me too. And I don't mean in a relationship way. I mean like friends do. I have no other hidden motive. I just want to be friends. I may not be 100% over him but I am ready to be friends. I don't know what the future holds, but I look forward to it. Maybe its just that I look forward to the end of this current semester that is a very heavy load. LOL. Who Knows?!?!?! Talked to Anna for a little bit today that was nice. Poor girl was really tired as well. Called to see how John's interview went: had to reschedule. I hope he gets the job. Good Luck John. You should update soon!
I was looking up airline ticket prices today. Yikes are the expensive, atleast to the destination I was looking at. I am sure I am only dreaming of going. I don't see myself being able to afford it, nor having the person wanting me to go with them. But it would be kinda cool. I could go see my cousin Andy and he loves to play pool so we could go do that or something. Only bad thing is: since I am taking a class this spring and right after in the summer, the only dates I have available are August 22-September 4. So if I went I would have to do it then. Nice thought that I might be able to get away from Michigan. I would really love it, and it would be a really nice break before the Fall semester after practically 8 straight months of school. Sigh, yeah it would be nice. But I am dreaming. I will just keep praying and dreaming.
Well I have no idea what else to write and I am sure you are all bored. Laters my peeps.
Dawny