Something is Seriously Wrong with Me.
I just dont get it. There must be something wrong with me. I have had one of the worst days ever. Started off early this morning before I even got to work. Read some stuff I wish I never had. Then once I got to work it got worse. Got in trouble for my mystery shop score. Guess I just havent been myself lately. Im trying. Basically just went down hill from there. I found myself staring out the window alot. Fighting off tears. Trying to run from my bad day. Didnt work. And if it had once I returned from running away the problems would still be there. I just need to face them and then move on. Easier said than done. Trying to talk to anna and get her to understand some stuff. I think she understands she is just afraid to face it and deal with all of it. Fear is a strange thing: if put to use one way it can be benefical, put another it can be detrimental. I need to face my fears as well. And I know this. But it doesnt change the fact that it is hard to do. So that is all. I just needed to get this out.
Dawn
Dawn