Apr 08, 2009 01:11
I really wish I could slow down time so I could get shit done and beat the economic speculations.
Economics says that if you choose to do something, you're missing the opportunity to do something else and there's a reaction. So if I choose to play, my grades go down because I chose not to do work.
So I thought (and acted) if I play and then work all in the same day, they're wrong. But that's not true because in the end I'm losing sleep.
But this is all based on the fact that time controls the human race.
If I were able to stop or slow down time, I could do the things I needed to do and still do what I wanted to do.
Regardless, I'm getting things done.
I've been having a lot of nightmares lately. I haven't been sleeping well at all, until the sun rises and then it's peaceful.
A girl with a face I can't quite pin point is haunting most of my dreams. Last night's were filled with indecision and anxiety and a couple nights ago, I woke up mid-punch from some traumatic protection/battle.
I start kickboxing with Alison next Wednesday. This should be interesting.
I'm going to graduate.