bull****
you know yesterday andrew called me but the only reason he did is because i need to pay him back ... it would be a little nicer for him to not make it look that way... ah fuck it .. life won't last too much longer ... anyway i will movin out of state soon .. i need to get away from the lies and drama ... i know the people that say they really like me aren't being serious and i wanna find the real shit .. no more nieve shit ... away i need to start over with a kid and all ... i miss my friend mikey ... and i can't feel the same around ashley anymore ... it is mostly because i woulnd never be able to forget about andrew ... she is aways with his friends and on top of that she is starting to take his side on everything it's like i'm annoyance to everyone ... but its ok .. i'm used to it ... it always ends up the same ... the group is already breaking up... i hate this world !!!!!!!