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now that i have read all of my friends enetries i feel like sitting in a corner and never talking to anyone ever again .. all i have ever wanted is to be happy i will just find one more job and not think about anything ... 2 jobs and school till december .. that should work for a little bit ... i really wanna cry but it won't come out any more i cryed too much for andrew .. i feel worthless i'm already dead inside... and i really don't care about anything ... the people i truely care about there so why does it matter ... it's over .. it really is