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so sara came over today. neither of us were really sure why, so she left. but she stayed all day. we went to michaels and i JUST finished my project. or im finished for now while the glue dries.
so chris took out his depression on sara and me today. i dont know why hes been like this lately. but i just cant make him happy. i try to do things he wants to do and hang out with him a lot but its just not helping. i dont know what to do. my friends dont like him, or at least they always complain to me about him. what am i supposed to do? break up with him? i cant do that i really do love him. and hes ben a great friend/companion for a number of months, which has never really happened with anyone before. but i just cant figure out how to make him happy like he used to be. he used to joke all the time and he just doesnt anymore. and i feel like i want him to know ive been thinking about everythig like this. i want him to know how much i care. he just thinks he cares for me more than i care for him. but its just not true. it makes me very upset and tangled up inside.
i dont know why im sharing this with the world. i just need some feedback or something. no jokes, please.
my friends, my habits, my family, they mean so much to me..
so chris took out his depression on sara and me today. i dont know why hes been like this lately. but i just cant make him happy. i try to do things he wants to do and hang out with him a lot but its just not helping. i dont know what to do. my friends dont like him, or at least they always complain to me about him. what am i supposed to do? break up with him? i cant do that i really do love him. and hes ben a great friend/companion for a number of months, which has never really happened with anyone before. but i just cant figure out how to make him happy like he used to be. he used to joke all the time and he just doesnt anymore. and i feel like i want him to know ive been thinking about everythig like this. i want him to know how much i care. he just thinks he cares for me more than i care for him. but its just not true. it makes me very upset and tangled up inside.
i dont know why im sharing this with the world. i just need some feedback or something. no jokes, please.
my friends, my habits, my family, they mean so much to me..