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You're always on my mind, it's like this all the time...
if you try, i'll try...
there's no givin in, no givin up in love.
-Jewel
Last night before we went to bed, I kissed him, and I started crying. I couldn't help it. I love him so much, but everything feels like its falling apart right now. I look back and read some of the entries I've posted and how much I've matured since then, and it's amazing. Now I'm growing a little more because I know the easy going simple relationship we've had the past 9 months is about to drastically change.
Simple is easy
Complex is hard
Somewhere in between we're fighting for a happy balance.
Do you just find it?
Do you have to work for it?
Can one side be simple and the other complex and just mesh together to make medium?
Fuck I need a cigarette.
if you try, i'll try...
there's no givin in, no givin up in love.
-Jewel
Last night before we went to bed, I kissed him, and I started crying. I couldn't help it. I love him so much, but everything feels like its falling apart right now. I look back and read some of the entries I've posted and how much I've matured since then, and it's amazing. Now I'm growing a little more because I know the easy going simple relationship we've had the past 9 months is about to drastically change.
Simple is easy
Complex is hard
Somewhere in between we're fighting for a happy balance.
Do you just find it?
Do you have to work for it?
Can one side be simple and the other complex and just mesh together to make medium?
Fuck I need a cigarette.